Prettyintelligentprincess

4lbs in a week and still counting.

Wonderful...as long as my boobs stay...then I will persevere and enjoy.

As soon as the DD cup begins to crease and fall empty...I stop.

...we got a thing going on...

'I can't open the door next to you,' he said.
'Then keep my door open in your memory,' she said.

Until next time
poetic Jones

she
said.

This time last year I was romping with remarkable gusto in a hotel room...with a particularly nice chap.

He was tall.

I like them tall.

I can't sleep...stress I think. Frustration and over active mind.

I have masturbated every morning for weeks now....

Is something wrong with me?

I want some hard, fun...sexy...hard fun and I am literally gagging for it.

He has not 'fallen out' with me. How fickle he is! But I want him...

He was upset by something I inferred....

I cannot...never ever can be 'unkind' in the sense he suggests.
He knows this.
I have told him again what a sensitive soul I can be...

He is a little poorly this week...

I sense deeply things will become sexily fun and voluptuous again soon...especially with the couple.

I've taken two sleeping tablets and not just one...just those from the chemist, not the doctors...but they do help. Have had no wine this evening and being back at the Building tomorrow stresses me a little..the actual sheer workload stresses me more!

I've had a gentle invitation from the couple I played with the other week, without Blue...I'm determined not to gravitate towards him.

The kitten's asleep in my desk drawer...
I am stretched across the sofa...yawning more frequently now.

I think of the one I used to speak to frequently...of his cat coming in from the rain and how we bantered about shoes and waiters...photos on the mantelpiece...

He is silly.
Very.

One minute it's 'making love' and next it's 'too complicated'

Like, what the hell is 'too complicated'?

Apparently, my texts suggested something 'too deep'....

I have told him he can have fun with someone else...

And I WILL remain silent.

To think, this time last week he was urging me on as he pushed my face into another woman's clit and swollen labia as I was being fucked from behind...

Not that I didn't enjoy it.

Yet, he has withdrawn into himself...his words...

Bollocks.

...another couple...or the previous (actually only) couple I have bounced on a duvet with.
A couple have made contact with me, but...they are a little too far away to be honest...and I really need a good seeing to by Blue...

He told me the other night that he had never met a woman who 'enjoyed it quite as much,'...he then went on to use the term 'making love' with me...

I fell flattered...and yet I smile.
If what he does to me is 'making love' god help any woman he fucks!

So, she's French this time, the new au pair that is. Not sure if all this au pair stuff is actually working as I wish it to work but it's early days. (Well, it's the poor girl's second day so I need to give her a chance).

She's younger, intelligent (very...she has a place at C____ Business School next September), she has a degree in Italian and speaks two other languages....the children seem to like her.

At least she knows what a dishwasher looks like, unlike the Romanian one...and at least she's not just here to become a British citizen, unlike the Romanian one.

So...here goes...again.

P.S. She is reading 'Mein Kampf.' Well, it's better than watching Disney films....and reading 'The Secret,'

Well, it's not logical..

just how the flying f**k are John and Edward staying in?

I mean...how can they ever get more votes than Danyl? Or Miss Frank for that matter? Utterly a joke. For once I actually agree with Mr Cowell.

I enjoy listening to the singers on there and it's good to listen to new talent...but John and Edward!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Please????

Little blonde boy was weak this week.
Jamie Archer, love him but complete cheat with the U2 stuff.(Tactical ploy by SC to get Mr Archer out?)

Perhaps we need to put an age restriction on voting!!!!

At least 25 plus?

That's food for thought!