So...alone...all sleeping and I feel weird...again. Tonight was lovely...took my daughter to the theatre.

This afternoon...was lovely...someone talked to me and it was kind and refreshing and fun and a tiny bit sexy...but warm...I yearn warmth.

He made me smile.
He made me relax.
He made me busy for some time...I need that right now.
It did not appear much.
No raunch.
No explicit demands.
No cheap comments.
No assumptions.

Intelligent chat. In fact...he gave me the inspiration to try..yes try...to do the lingerie shots! Did not even talk about them...he just just left me with the feeling..I could...well I did...and so there!
Night night...just thought...my sexiest, shiniest....I was wearing...does wonders for my rather ample cleavage..but very very lovely....sexy...mmmmm xxx Now that may have to wait now...till auditions!