Just had the two pills..not had any for a few nights...and , believe me..I need them... this will be my final post before The Day of Reckoning; Judgement Day. This is it. This shall be the night before I step into that building...the building I left feeling so destroyed, abandoned, betrayed...I walked away from the people I knew as 'friends' and are no longer. I was pushed away by that meglamaniac bastard...his desire for tea at a particular palace just stepping , trodding over me.
I warned him.
I told him it would not happen...his glory was blighted...and he refused to see.
His revenge was something I could not imagine.
I could not dream of.
Something I could not bear.
I will return and that is something he never wanted.
I will succeed and that is something he never wanted.
I will be stronger than him and that is something he never wanted.
You know...years ago...we actually used to work for the same company...selling, marketing the same boxes of ____ . He was successful then...and so was I...the youngest with that title throughout the whole company....I know the places from which he has crawled out. I know the dreadful examples he set...I know his failures... he would have sacked himself by now...I am glad his name will not live on.
He will continue to bluster, regurgitate, dominate, infiltrate, strive...and continue to be deaf and blind...and so so inarticulate without his 'old boys club'...
And I?
I...will wait.
Silently.
I will be calm.
I will be professional.
I will, of course continue to be one of the most successful people there...
One day...
It will happen, when finally I can let go forever; what goes around comes around. Never used to believe that...I do now.
