Today, I plucked up the courage to re-read my sleep medication induced post from the other night...well..you can't say I wasn't relaxed!
Today I giggled about it too!
Today I admired my growing Clustrmap...it has blobs all over! It's rather fascinating!!
Today, I realise a particular person on here whom I respect and admire very much, may actually know..or have known Mansion Man!! But, I may be wrong...but it is just amazing!

Today, someone else told me how wonderful it was I was back..oh...just thank god she's back and we are going to tell the Chief!...ooohhhh all within earshot of bitch one...and I was polite and professional...

Today, I attended the newly established Reading Group and once again I knew my strength was someone's fear.

Today, I realised I will actually physically burst if I do not feel the strong gorgeous shudderings of sexy play and sexy sharing and intelligent sex SOON!!!! I SHALL GO MAD!!!

Today, I have NOT watched porn...but it was bloody good you know the other night!

Today I read moving posts; positive posts and one particularly beautiful post.

Today, I had to make sure my lacy bra was covered...as it kept peeping out...when visitors were being shown round and all of them were brought into my room!!!!! So I pulled my tummy in and thanked God I was wearing a fabulous suit and gorgeous high heeled boots...and...I'd just washed my hair this morning and it was sleek!

Today, little Sportacus shouted he loved me over and over from under his duvet.

Today, Budding Vet told me I was a perfect mother!

Today, I felt very good actually.

Today, I was smart, I was strong, I was formidable, I was sexy, I was sensible.

Today I wanted more of the world.