Posts archive for: 14 April, 2008
  • Watching Him Walking Away.

    Across the arc of elegant architecture he walked, steadily diminishing from view above the smooth flowing water which flowed relentlessly like time; relentless and silent.

    She'd ordered the taxi, quickly dipping back to reception then returning,hoping to catch another glimpse of the smartly clad sensual soul who had shared her bed the night before; shared her body, her passion, her mind. Earlier, the farewell had been close, measured and perfectly balanced with warmness of arms and hands and mouths, eyes looking further in, holding on to more.
    Simultaneously it seemed, both of them had looked back after the farewell, both smiling, both knowing.

    Almost there.

    Almost across to the other side, suddenly disappearing, then reappearing just as quickly, he climbed the steps.
    Still measured.
    Still beautiful.

    Standing in the crispness of that bold morning, the sunlight filtering through, she still watched. Business attire helping her to blend with the suits walking past and the glances she ignored.

    Walking across the distant carpark she noticed the dark figure approaching his car, the boot raised, then lowered. She remembered the car keys, along with everything else, left completely trustingly when she'd been in Last On The Right some moments alone, whilst dutiful calls were made after their first few hours of fucking, lovemaking and intimate gentleness from window ledge to bed...from afternoon until sunset...from darkness until sunrise...from sunrise until now.
    And now, he was gone.

    Silently, the sleek silver saloon pulled up.
    'Taxi for Mrs ____?'
    She smiled at the error, her Christian name being used as her married name.

    It was just as it should be.

  • Sex, Sex And More Sex.

    This is not my fault. Jackfrost reckons I'll move my stats into meganumber status...I don't think I will, so I'm proving a point! Not that I am a stubborn, bossy and forthright type of girl you understand!

    So. What can I tell you. Well...again, the lonely self arousal and the lonely pre-cereal orgasm in the marital bed...this morning. (Not as good as the one yesterday though....the sneaky one)

    I'm alone from 5 am usually.

    Inundation of self-pitying texts from Mr Estate agent on Saturday night was something I forgot to tell you...just been a bit pre-occupied...you may have noticed that!
    In the end I had to turn my phone off. We had sex a year ago, or thereabouts, a few times over a month or two...and he never rocked my world. I wanted sex. So did he. He pencilled me into the perfunctory pages of his diary...and that was that. But I hate it when there's no 'connection', no 'attraction.'
    He's been kind and caring with his rare texts when I went through the low dark time, but we've never met since last year, although he's asked a few times and he ended up declaring his love for me on New Year's Eve...needless to say, I ended up switching my phone off then too!
    But Saturday night was annoying and I wish he'd just forget me.
    Weirdly, as I'm writing this Mansion Man keeps buzzing as his texts wing their way from C where he's doing business. Why can't he just disappear too? I have not encouraged or exchanged for such a long time. Someone in his position could quite literally have anyone they wanted. I don't want him to want me.
    The one I do want, the one I do want to buzz me, to want me, to satisfy me, to excrutiatingly electrify me...is out of reach right now.
    So...that brings it all back full circle.
    I want sex.
    If I was a man, this really would not be such a monumentous deal.

    Man wants sex = man can pay for it.
    Woman wants sex = woman can pay for it? (Question mark essential).

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