Final push for the Plurals: important week next week. Mine are ready. Her's aren't, or hers...Had lots to organise, lead, distribute and now we wait for the summer time data.
My lovely Plurals peaked today...absolutely - today. They were fabulous. Bright, sparkly, loud and ready...bring it on, bring it on. How tired they must be too. Just like me.
I'm so tired. I could fall asleep now, whilst it's still daylight, within seconds. As soon as night draws in though, the demons are back and I lie awake for what seems like hours; I stay up; I read; I gaze vacantly into space; I work; I watch a little porn 'au naturelle'; wait for the solitary fox; look in on my beautiful peaceful children; muse over lovers...past...read myself to sleep.
Then my sleep is too short but it's the adrenalin that drives me. The adrenalin from self protection; invisible knives and treacherous words.
She's good at that.
Bitch.
Little hiccup from what I can gather. Yet another problem and it's not me in the firing line...yet it will affect things if what I know turns out to be true. I wait to see her fall.
One of the Wise Men asked how I was today; lovely and kind. I confided in him when The Bitch told lies about me shortly after my return - he advised wisely.

'Good wins in the end,' he said. Smiling, 'I'm a man of faith...good will prevail in the end. It takes time, but gradually, people begin to realise and the goodness wins.'

He is a man of faith.
I believe in him.

Now onto sexy news (Don't even complain...you've been warned so stop reading if pious!), I was naughty last week...alone and naughty I mean. Well, what's a girl to do all day when she is alone and loves her body so?
My toys have missed me! I've missed them too...so we had playtime...
In front of the bedroom mirror.....
How I managed to hold my orgasm back...a particularly violent and noisy one...with my extensive sexy butt-play with my sleek butt-toy combined with the gorgeousness of Tiffany, my favourite vibe...I just don't know.
It's  something that fascinates me, when alone, watching myself cum...not just where it's all warm and juicy, but the flush of my body, my face, the intensity of my eyes and the heaviness of my eyelids..
It's sexy and releasing and intoxicating, even when realising suddenly that it's such a lovely day, the window cleaner could be up his ladders any minute!!!
Exeunt door left...to bubbly bath...toys and all!