No sex today. Quite a relief actually. I'm aching like mad. It's like I've done a mega-workout not yesterday but the day before without doing the warm up exercises. My shoulders and my thighs...god! And my back...I feel like I've been in a wrestling contest; honestly we did not wrestle, not part of the audition.
No sickness actually either...that is a huge fantastic relief! Bit wobbly this morning, but I feel so much better as though what it was is finally going.

Now, moving onto my 'sample.' Well, I managed it...oh I was almost sick I tell you...but how do you poo into a test tube whilst sitting on the loo! It took a while to achieve the right 'position' I can tell you!!! And I was smiling, thinking, if The Director could see me now I don't think he'd be raving quite as much!

Speaking of him, lovely complimentary mail again today...my 'sexuality fills the room' etc etc...and I'm the 'epitome of a sexually liberated woman.' Blimey, I'll have to burn my knickers!

However, my sources tell me that Bitch is up to her old tricks, speaking unprofessionally about me to Cycleman and Colt. The Young One, so much more assertive and confident now, being told she has enough for a grievance against Bitch, is managing well with Angel solid and true. Bitch must really hate me. Signed off...AGAIN...and she tries to belittle and she tries to construct my failure always, yet the support I have from those with influence must make her heave...Not only that, I work damn hard. I try my hardest and I always do the best I can. Always. yet her endearing words on the text she sent, 'My thoughts are with you...'
You really have to work at being that disturbed, don't you?
No words this morning lamenting my absence. My words to D.Chief must have filtered through.

But, the beautiful, spontaneous moment of my day was a brief exchange with FF. I had the wrong address and he sweetly added me, yet I was so impatient and frustrated as I could not get through to him! And when I did...I had to collect Budding Vet...and it was so so frustrating!!!

Therefore we have a date.
2pm tomorrow, we have 'Messenger date.'
Fabulous. I can't wait...and not a condom in sight!! (That does not rule out orgasms though!)