Work is weird right now.
Cycleman definitely cannot see the line that Young One has drawn.
Young One has redrawn it, yet he is blind.
Bitch seems to be at a loss without all the back stabbing and unprofessionalism. Clearly, clearly,clearly she has been warned!
I'm still remaining calm and professional and I remain strong.
This made me smile; Bitch 2 is coming in to 'see her friends' next week. How desperate must she be. Not a good sign when you are hankering to return so soon after leaving. It's not like the Building Of Betrayal is on her doorstep. However, I will remain calm and serene as advised by Angel.
Weird weather:storms and hot sun, dark clouds and blue skies have been juggling for power today. Loud thunder several times. Watched the first rumblings with black skies with Sportacus from the uppermost window; he was excited and kept jiggling around! He was 'fantastic' at school by the way! Another relief.
Life on the marital front is also weird.
I cannot imagine life without him.
I know I would struggle with the children without him.
I need to focus on the good and the positive as it does outweigh the negative.
I resisted his suggestive fumblings in the marital bed this morning. I have no yearning for him.
Weirdly waiting for The Director.
He has sent mail and is very concerned I should seek satisfaction with others. Well, I won't right now as I actually do not have the time, energy or desire. What he has and what he is, is the perfect product for my lust and dirty desires; his match mine wickedly and our time in the hotel room sates my sexual greed, yet he would not satisfy me with dinner, with coffee, with talk and thoughts and glances. Nor would he satisfy me for a whole night,lying beside me. I would not desire his company at breakfast and I would not bear to kiss him slowly, lingeringly and tenderly goodbye before we went our separate ways. He would not receive that beautiful backward glance as he walked away.
A warm August day still beckons for some of that.
A weird warm August day perhaps?
