IP has told me in no uncertain terms I am a demanding girl who will be spanked as punishment! MMmmmm deliciously indecent indeed. He enjoyed my orgasm last night and listened to it on his car speakers!!! (Is that what you blokes do?) I'm smiling as there will be people reading this who do EXACTLY that!
As well as this, I received an unbelievably assertive text from him earlier today; he's completely reeling me in and I'm hooked.
It's dreadfully exciting and is providing a very welcome distraction to the intensity of my life right now. The insanity of it keeps my sanity.
Playing tonight before Hub came home...(IP tells me I'm playing for him apparently - I'll let him believe that for now), he listened to check I was following his instructions! I have to ...oh god I can't believe I'm telling you, but I'm positive that some of you will be quite comfortable and even experienced with this...but, I am required to say his name when I climax! I'm actually giggling at the moment, but what can I say? It's an almighty turn on and I believe that may be driven by the fact I'm quite strong-willed and have NEVER felt compelled to follow instructions like this before. I've not even met him yet!
It's exciting.
It's utterly different to my 'normal' behaviour.
It's pushing my boundaries without any physical contact.
He's already devised the scenario for next week. I'm a respectable middle-class lady who just happens to wander into Agent Provocateur and becomes very embarrassed about paying for goods. Therefore I steal them ( I would NEVER do that in real life..I would pay, but anyway),I must have the 'stolen goods' in my bag.
Once I knock on the door, he will take it from there in the guise of a rather domineering security man. The 'stolen goods' are: One vibrator, lube, sexy lingerie...
I will be as nervous as hell...but the sex will be very explosive. I can sense that already.
Tell me, who out there enjoys a bit of role play?
Demandingly yours,
Pip x
