Getting ready for the final few days at the Building of Betrayal. Getting ready emotionally and physically; I'm so tired and facing her is such a drain on my calm exterior and an incredible turmoil inside my mind and inside my heart.
I will have a full, bursting few days with little room for manoeuvre and no 'me' time at all.
Then two days for some precious time for solitude and also that time when Indecent Proposal becomes more than words. I've slotted an afternoon in for him and his commanding, domineering ways. Shoplifting has never appeared so appealing!
Then time away with the family, where I'll melt into the usual roles with the usual expectations. I'll not be fretting and anxious over others on the end of a text or email. I'm wanting to just be me and to concentrate on those around me.
Having the space to breathe, I'll not feel the yearning for the sordid sweat of adulterous sex. That can wait...just for a couple of weeks...
