'No knickers tomorrow.'
IP's command.
Well, I'll have to think about it...if it's too breezy then knickers it is! And...if I'm too wet, aroused and creamy...then knickers needed...and as that's usually the case..I'll have to send a little lie and take a snapshot with my knickers off...send it and then pull them right back on again!
Men.
Some are consumed by their own desire.
Consumed with their belief they have control.
He will contol me in the flesh...however all else is fabrication..on my part.
'No knickers tomorrow' (See above),
'Imagine how you feel tied to a tree every time you look at one' ( Like I have nothing else to do on my jollies!)
'Call my name every time you climax' (My intimate solo climaxes are my affair and if I so wish to share by calling your name , I will..otherwise...no..far too busy remembering the beautiful touch of others thank you very much!)
'Wear something yellow and send me a photo...'( Yellow bikini on hols...mmm okay).
He is seductive and he is sexy and he is selfish.
Firstly, it was 'bring a spare pair of knickers'
Now, it's, 'Wear nothing you wish to keep, I will be ripping your clothes off...'
We are meeting at a remote village hall car park and then he will 'kidnap' me...Hope to god we don't get spotted and reported to the local constabulary!
'Madam, why are you bound and gagged in the front seat of this vehicle?'
Perhaps the Ramblers association may intervene, ' 'Madam are you in need of help...you appear tied to a tree with your knickers ripped off?'
Children on a nature walk may comment, 'Mummy, why is that man smacking that lady's bottom with a stick?' Flustered and perhaps jealous mummy chides her children and walks away with a sneaky glance over her shoulder...if only...
I feel strangely detached from this approaching event and yet I am not preventing it.
France is texting as I write this...he is anxious now for a meet and I feel safely drawn to him...but is safe enough for me...
G has been in touch and my heart goes out to him. He is suffering professional bullying in the workplace from what I can gather and I sense he is close to breaking point...
No matter what happens or has happened with G sexually, I know we will always have a friendship; a confidence; an understanding. I feel for him as he has described exactly the same feelings I experienced those dark months ago.
I never want those feelings again...
