Tired.
So tired after the first few days back....I slipped upstairs and slept for 2 hours...5 till 7. He's good like that and really I thank my lucky stars...When I awoke, the children had been dispatched to bed...and then I let him sleep.
I undressed properly, put on my bath robe and relaxed...then he woke around 9 and went to the take away for me...

And the off licence..

And, just half an hour ago, he had sex with me on the settee...and I just could not orgasm. No excitement; no foreplay; no oral; no sexy play or intimate penetration with fingers...nothing...

Actually, I started to giggle as he hoisted my legs over his shoulders and I inwardly relaxed to take him deeply knowing it would not be the sexiest moment of my life...
It was, vaguely pleasant...
afterwards, he withdrew and announed he was off to bed. No intimacy...nothing...even Mansion Man and his inability to penetrate me, gives me so much more delight and satisfaction and, most importantly, intimacy and closeness when we just lie and relax entwined for our few hours together...as he listens to the racing heartbeat of me, slowly slowing down from the intense orgasmic play he instigates. He presses my buttons and does not have sex with me. My husband has sex with me and does not press the buttons.
Personally, I need my buttons pressing.
No matter how!

I've been to the loo to clean up as I want to get of rid of the marital sticky solution from between my thighs...shower in the morning will do the trick...
I want him here with the children and in the family home, yet I do not want him inside of me...

I know who I want.So does the wanted...