This is a rare time for me...there is no one.
No one to sexily text.
No one to orgasmic message.
No one to write dirtily to.
No one to share an intimate desire and release.
No one to hear me shout and cry out as I cum.

But..I feel calm and I feel secure and I feel empowered as I know it will be one day. It will be my arms and legs wrapped around someone who wants me; someone who knows and someone who desires the passion I seek.

Perhaps an afternoon.
Perhaps a morning.
Perhaps a secret beautiful evening and night...
Perhaps.
Perhaps the morning after...

He is there anyway...somewhere...and he will fall into the warmth of my body and my bed when the time is right.