When you want the lust but not the love what do you do?
France is just not getting the message. I'm trying to be kind and subtle...but he's like a limpet with his kindness and I don't feel the passion.
Hardly communicating with him, but still he says how he 'understands' and 'will wait' for me. It's making me feel so unsexy and I wish he would disappear. I may have to be utterly brutal, and that really is not me.
Mansion Man, on the other hand, makes me smile with the regularly occasional sexy text that I pick up when doing my most professional outstanding profession...when I wake in the morning; when I collect the children ...when he says goodnight. Nothing demanded. Nothing expected. Just quirky communication.
And fun.
Mr Hotel...you know, the sexy restraints guy, not yet met but we're on a promise...is on holiday.
G is in the US and has asked me to write HIS letter of resignation for him. Which I will do, but I've bartered a PC deal! He has a couple of offers and I'm glad for him. He's rattled someone's cage!!!
Mmmm and, worth a mention I guess...a possible result in my inbox from yet another link to the dozen or so sexy adult web sites that still have my details that I never actually sent myself! A really articulate email so I've replied...however that passion and excitement and fizz I felt with Darcy and also with FF is absent. I'm rather bored by the whole thing right now.
An au pair hovers on the horizon...at last....and HE appears to be just what I'm looking for! No. Calm down...he's really too young and there is such a thing as not doing your business on your own doorstep. Genuinely, we need an au pair. He fits the bill and hopefully arrives in three weeks. The children are incredibly excited.
All calm yet work overload at The Building of Betrayal. I feel empowered and I feel beautifully serene and composed and back where I belong.
There is part of me that desires passionate attention...loving panderings...yet I am now headlining 'No Love Required.'
