I'm itching to hear from Boy in Blue, but I must remain sensible and not become an obsessive fool!

I've noticed my bra is too tight today...are my boobs bigger I wonder!! I must be larger than the new bra I bought; that's not a problem at all:>

Back at the Building tomorrow...God I wish that woman would just leave. She is desperate to get out, but it seems no one will have her. I can't stand her. I'm feeling that awful pressure again and her vitriolic nature seeps out...even now.She is pure poison.

Heard from MLK today...lovely to hear from him.

Valentine's...well, I received one on my phone from a number I must have contacted in the past, but no longer have or keep. (I delete to resist temptation at inappropriate times usually, or when I need to remove myself from someone).
It was a beautiful rose...sent with a kiss.
I wish it was from someone I know it probably was not from...
I fear it may be from someone I do not want it from...one of those distant tangled liaisons that ended in disappointment.

Darcy and I are still in touch. We text and talk quite regularly, but he is on the 'dating scene' right now and I feel no pain at all.

That is good.

I've signed up to a new sex-dating site :> just to ensure my needs are met in six or so weeks time...when I indeed have some more time...for me.
New email address; new identity; new strategy: local. I must have someone close, local and yet discreet.

I am hoping of course I will still be quenching my sexual thirst with Boy in Blue...but I know he is also looking for a 'proper' relationship from somewhere like Match.com and therefore I will face the famine again.

I need to feast.