Today I spent £2.40...

on an ice cream each for the children.

We walked along the sea front in the breezy sunshine and it helped my aching muscles from yesterday. In fact it was wonderful to walk on flat land!

I have done little else today.

The Director dropped a line...bad news on his family front...but good and relaxed chat.
I have lost hope now with Bespoke.
He defers and excuses..over and over.
I have no more patience and will not be fooled. Yet he claims to desire to see me....I will chase no more...he is the one to make the move.

I miss passionate flesh and delicious kisses...