I listened and held her as she cried.

Thank God I cancelled Mr Home Office.

He has been moodily silent and I can't blame him..but I did try and talk to him the other night..however his takeaway had just arrived! Well, clearly I'm not impressed.

Also, I am always the one who calls him....never the other way round, even when he instigates the calling! He assumes I can afford it and I dislike assumption very much. It is ignorant.

Tomorrow, it's the M.E.N with Angel and FF hovers inside my head.

Elbow will fill me with passionate sounds ....I can't wait now; finally The Tower Crane Driver will make my skin prickle as I feel the vibration beneath my feet and the wetness in my eyes.

It will be real and I will not be the one to let go.