http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/Adultery and chaos: confessions of a sexily self-indulgent professional woman, wife and mother.en-UKMokoFeed10http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/http://data5.blog.de/design/preview/f4/f9930a41eaed4e056479955b370f8a_160x200.jpghttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/20/words-from-the-couple-7417275/tag:prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk,2009-11-20:/2009/11/20/words-from-the-couple-7417275/Fri, 20 Nov 2009 01:19:03 +0100 <p>They even use the same phone...I find that so reassuring that he texts me, as does she on the same phone; there is no jealousy or conflict, they are utterly comfortable and very much in love with each other.<br> Trust.<br> How lucky they are.<br> Tonight, for example, I sent a message, assuming it was Mrs Swinger's phone, arranging a place for them to pick me up (no pun intended).<br> I said I would be dressed rather 'normally'!!! as I have to get out of the house under the pretence of spending an evening with friends, NOT spending the evening with a swinging couple...</p> <p>'That's okay,' came the reply. 'Mrs Swinger will be putting on an outfit when I come and collect you...'</p> <p>Crikey, do I feel inadequate!!!</p> <p>Can he touch me in the car?<br> Can I touch him?</p> <p>Or is it no go until we are all a threesome...</p> <p>Whatever the case, I feel secure and flattered they want me and are looking forward to spending an evening with me. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/20/words-from-the-couple-7417275/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>threesomesexmr-and-mrs-swingerhttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/20/words-from-the-couple-7417275/#commentshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/19/blue-is-a-knob-7414354/tag:prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk,2009-11-19:/2009/11/19/blue-is-a-knob-7414354/Thu, 19 Nov 2009 16:36:26 +0100 <p>I awoke this morning and little Sportacus was complaining of a headache...he was burning up actually and I suggested he popped back to bed.<br> 'No Mummy, just give me some medicine.'</p> <p>I love Calpol.</p> <p>Off he goes to school and of course I cancel Blue as:</p> <p>1. My little boy comes first and I really did not expect him to last the day at school and I would not have relaxed properly.</p> <p>2. In the cold blustery light of a grey day, I still do not feel 100% and snuggling back under the duvet actually appealed more than getting fucked by Blue..(especially when tomorrow night is close by and very appealing too)</p> <p>So, at 7 30 am I sent my apologies, nice and early i thought...and...it's coming up to 4pm and he hasn't even acknowledged my message.</p> <p>He may own a large one, but Blue really is a knob... </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/19/blue-is-a-knob-7414354/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>calpolcancellationbluehttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/19/blue-is-a-knob-7414354/#commentshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/18/looking-in-the-mirror-7406039/tag:prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk,2009-11-18:/2009/11/18/looking-in-the-mirror-7406039/Wed, 18 Nov 2009 10:37:58 +0100 <p>Well, I have definitely lost a couple more pounds and my boobs are STILL there! </p> <p>I still have no hairy black tongue...</p> <p>I still have no voice either come to that!</p> <p>Medication making me feel nauseous still...</p> <p>Young son really pushing Frenchie (au pair) to the limit I think. I had to intervene again this morning. If I'd been at work I wonder how things would have panned out. She needs to remain calm in the face of a ranting 6 year old and stick to her guns. She came and apologised just now and we've had a chat about tactics. I have been reassuring as opposed to critical and she is going to try to not get angry in future. She is an intelligent girl and I know she will try and follow the advice; afterall I've known him 6 years and I still find him difficult!</p> <p>Heard from the couple last night...they are looking forward to Friday evening. My thoughts are wandering to what I should wear, how will I manage to conceal it and will I actually be able to speak!</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/18/looking-in-the-mirror-7406039/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>au-pairsexswingersthe-couplethreesomehttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/18/looking-in-the-mirror-7406039/#commentshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/17/what-on-earth-7391828/tag:prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk,2009-11-16:/2009/11/17/what-on-earth-7391828/Tue, 17 Nov 2009 00:27:27 +0100 <p>...just a quick postscript...I read the side effects of these tablets.</p> <p>Nausea, well okay, pretty usual BUT what about 'Black Hairy Tongue.'I am not kidding!!! What the f**k? Imagine the welcome I could get, come Friday!!! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/17/what-on-earth-7391828/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>antibioticshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/17/what-on-earth-7391828/#commentshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/17/the-trouble-with-being-a-girl-7391771/tag:prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk,2009-11-16:/2009/11/17/the-trouble-with-being-a-girl-7391771/Tue, 17 Nov 2009 00:23:48 +0100 <p>I am sick to death of this now...have had problems with my voice and finally got antibiotics...it's more than just my voice but don't want to bore you with all the details!</p> <p>So hopefully, I will start to see a difference and feel a difference...but they are making me feel sick too. Yuk.<br> And (I'm on a rant now!)..I have to take TWO four Times a day an hour before food or on an empty stomach!..So fitting in an empty stomach that many times a day...</p> <p>Also, I invariably get thrush with antibiotics (sorry you blokes...but it's not fun being a girl sometimes!)</p> <p>So...I'm hoping I'm fit and well for Friday..<br> Oh, didn't I tell you,threesome night...Mr and Mrs Swinger are even providing transport for me! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/17/the-trouble-with-being-a-girl-7391771/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>sexantibioticsthreesomehttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/17/the-trouble-with-being-a-girl-7391771/#commentshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/13/invitation-7367068/tag:prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk,2009-11-13:/2009/11/13/invitation-7367068/Fri, 13 Nov 2009 15:56:50 +0100 <p>The couple have invited me over to their place one evening next week, for some fun...a message was sent last night.</p> <p>They have asked for me ONLY...not me and Blue! MMmmm. Interesting.</p> <p>Let me check the diary and I'll see what I can do.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/13/invitation-7367068/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>sexthe-couplehttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/13/invitation-7367068/#commentshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/13/stolen-sex-meme-7362307/tag:prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk,2009-11-12:/2009/11/13/stolen-sex-meme-7362307/Fri, 13 Nov 2009 00:27:58 +0100 <p>Well, finally I got round to it...</p> <p>1. Is there anyone of your friends that you would ever consider having sex with? - Yes</p> <p>2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night? - Yes, all of those...I do love the afternoon though as it seems naughtier!</p> <p>3. What side of the bed do you sleep on? - the right when lying down! It's the left if you are standing at the foot of the bed...However..there has been a time when a lover of mine insisted he had to sleep on that side..I didn't mind. </p> <p>4. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? no</p> <p>5. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath? Both. Lots of water on the floor!!!</p> <p>6. Do you watch/read pornography? Often. It really turns me on.</p> <p>7. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? Prefer aggressive to passive but a passionate romp is very satisfying too.</p> <p>8. Do you love someone on your blogroll? No comment.</p> <p>9. Would you choose love or money? Love.</p> <p>10. Your top three favorite kinks in bed? Spanking, bondage and dirty talk!</p> <p>11. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually? Once. A very long time ago now.</p> <p>12. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex? A couple of places...but private too.</p> <p>13. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex? In a very small car in a layby...with a lorry parked right next to it...</p> <p>14. Have you ever been caught having sex? Erm...no! Oh actually...the lorry driver I guess !!</p> <p>15. Ever been to a bar just to get sex? Yes...well, wine and sex...(blushing)</p> <p>16. Ever been picked up in a bar? Yes.</p> <p>17. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex? Yes.</p> <p>18. Had sex in a movie theater? no...NOR IN A CINEMA either!!! Americans!</p> <p>20. Had sex in a bathroom? Yes but it's not very comfortable.</p> <p>21. Have you ever had sex at work? A very long time ago...in a hotel with one of the guests!</p> <p>22. Bought something from an adult store? Oh yes.</p> <p>23. Do you own any sex toys? yes</p> <p>24. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film? Hopefully not on film! Yes, some naughty pics.</p> <p>25. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name? No. 'Oh God..' seems to be readily accepted most times!</p> <p>26. Do you think oral sex constitutes as a form of intercourse? No.</p> <p>27. What's your favorite sexual position? On my hands and knees, all fours.</p> <p>28. What's your favorite sex act? Is this the same as above? Bit too explicit for me to answer here I think.</p> <p>29. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time? in the same room? Yes...I do believe I blogged it!</p> <p>30. How many bloggers do you think will post this meme this week? Not many as everyone has done it!</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/13/stolen-sex-meme-7362307/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>sex-memehttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/13/stolen-sex-meme-7362307/#commentshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/12/weary-7360144/tag:prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk,2009-11-12:/2009/11/12/weary-7360144/Thu, 12 Nov 2009 20:01:50 +0100 <p>Very weary indeed.<br> Just feel a little under the weather.</p> <p>Have quite a bit to do too...</p> <p>Lost the urge to blog for a few days.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/12/weary-7360144/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>wearyhttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/12/weary-7360144/#commentshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/11/oh-a-little-lighter-7348450/tag:prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk,2009-11-11:/2009/11/11/oh-a-little-lighter-7348450/Wed, 11 Nov 2009 01:27:56 +0100 <p>4lbs in a week and still counting.</p> <p>Wonderful...as long as my boobs stay...then I will persevere and enjoy.</p> <p>As soon as the DD cup begins to crease and fall empty...I stop. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/11/oh-a-little-lighter-7348450/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>boobsmy-bodyhttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/11/oh-a-little-lighter-7348450/#commentshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/11/me-and-mr-jones-7348443/tag:prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk,2009-11-11:/2009/11/11/me-and-mr-jones-7348443/Wed, 11 Nov 2009 01:24:56 +0100 <p>...we got a thing going on...</p> <p>'I can't open the door next to you,' he said.<br> 'Then keep my door open in your memory,' she said.</p> <p>Until next time<br> poetic Jones</p> <p>she<br> said. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/11/me-and-mr-jones-7348443/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>jonespeace-and-beautyhttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/11/me-and-mr-jones-7348443/#commentshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/06/remember-remember-the-fifth-of-november-7316019/tag:prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk,2009-11-05:/2009/11/06/remember-remember-the-fifth-of-november-7316019/Fri, 06 Nov 2009 00:35:34 +0100 <p>This time last year I was romping with remarkable gusto in a hotel room...with a particularly nice chap.</p> <p>He was tall.</p> <p>I like them tall.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/06/remember-remember-the-fifth-of-november-7316019/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>mr-secretsexy-funhttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/06/remember-remember-the-fifth-of-november-7316019/#commentshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/06/struggling-to-sleep-7316007/tag:prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk,2009-11-05:/2009/11/06/struggling-to-sleep-7316007/Fri, 06 Nov 2009 00:31:12 +0100 <p>I can't sleep...stress I think. Frustration and over active mind.</p> <p>I have masturbated every morning for weeks now....</p> <p>Is something wrong with me?</p> <p>I want some hard, fun...sexy...hard fun and I am literally gagging for it.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/06/struggling-to-sleep-7316007/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>sex-starvedmasturbationhttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/06/struggling-to-sleep-7316007/#commentshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/04/words-from-blue-7302711/tag:prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk,2009-11-04:/2009/11/04/words-from-blue-7302711/Wed, 04 Nov 2009 01:13:53 +0100 <p>He has not 'fallen out' with me. How fickle he is! But I want him...</p> <p>He was upset by something I inferred....</p> <p>I cannot...never ever can be 'unkind' in the sense he suggests.<br> He knows this.<br> I have told him again what a sensitive soul I can be...</p> <p>He is a little poorly this week...</p> <p>I sense deeply things will become sexily fun and voluptuous again soon...especially with the couple. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/04/words-from-blue-7302711/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>couplebluesexadulteryswingershttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/04/words-from-blue-7302711/#commentshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/02/snatching-time-7288918/tag:prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk,2009-11-01:/2009/11/02/snatching-time-7288918/Mon, 02 Nov 2009 00:24:13 +0100 <p>I've taken two sleeping tablets and not just one...just those from the chemist, not the doctors...but they do help. Have had no wine this evening and being back at the Building tomorrow stresses me a little..the actual sheer workload stresses me more!</p> <p>I've had a gentle invitation from the couple I played with the other week, without Blue...I'm determined not to gravitate towards him.</p> <p>The kitten's asleep in my desk drawer...<br> I am stretched across the sofa...yawning more frequently now.</p> <p>I think of the one I used to speak to frequently...of his cat coming in from the rain and how we bantered about shoes and waiters...photos on the mantelpiece...</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/02/snatching-time-7288918/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>prettyintelligentprincesshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/11/02/snatching-time-7288918/#commentshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/30/men-like-blue-are-silly-7271648/tag:prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk,2009-10-29:/2009/10/30/men-like-blue-are-silly-7271648/Fri, 30 Oct 2009 00:34:44 +0100 <p>He is silly.<br> Very.</p> <p>One minute it's 'making love' and next it's 'too complicated'</p> <p>Like, what the hell is 'too complicated'?</p> <p>Apparently, my texts suggested something 'too deep'....</p> <p>I have told him he can have fun with someone else...</p> <p>And I WILL remain silent. </p> <p>To think, this time last week he was urging me on as he pushed my face into another woman's clit and swollen labia as I was being fucked from behind...</p> <p>Not that I didn't enjoy it.</p> <p>Yet, he has withdrawn into himself...his words...</p> <p>Bollocks.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/30/men-like-blue-are-silly-7271648/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>bluesexhttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/30/men-like-blue-are-silly-7271648/#commentshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/28/i-fancy-7265123/tag:prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk,2009-10-28:/2009/10/28/i-fancy-7265123/Wed, 28 Oct 2009 23:34:15 +0100 <p>...another couple...or the previous (actually only) couple I have bounced on a duvet with.<br> A couple have made contact with me, but...they are a little too far away to be honest...and I really need a good seeing to by Blue...</p> <p>He told me the other night that he had never met a woman who 'enjoyed it quite as much,'...he then went on to use the term 'making love' with me...</p> <p>I fell flattered...and yet I smile.<br> If what he does to me is 'making love' god help any woman he fucks!</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/28/i-fancy-7265123/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>bluesexcoupleswinginghttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/28/i-fancy-7265123/#commentshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/27/french-this-time-7254615/tag:prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk,2009-10-27:/2009/10/27/french-this-time-7254615/Tue, 27 Oct 2009 17:47:28 +0100 <p>So, she's French this time, the new au pair that is. Not sure if all this au pair stuff is actually working as I wish it to work but it's early days. (Well, it's the poor girl's second day so I need to give her a chance).</p> <p>She's younger, intelligent (very...she has a place at C____ Business School next September), she has a degree in Italian and speaks two other languages....the children seem to like her.</p> <p>At least she knows what a dishwasher looks like, unlike the Romanian one...and at least she's not just here to become a British citizen, unlike the Romanian one.</p> <p>So...here goes...again.</p> <p>P.S. She is reading 'Mein Kampf.' Well, it's better than watching Disney films....and reading 'The Secret,'</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/27/french-this-time-7254615/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>child-carehttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/27/french-this-time-7254615/#commentshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/26/x-factor-logic-7250215/tag:prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk,2009-10-26:/2009/10/26/x-factor-logic-7250215/Mon, 26 Oct 2009 23:49:09 +0100 <p>Well, it's not logical..</p> <p>just how the flying f**k are John and Edward staying in?</p> <p>I mean...how can they ever get more votes than Danyl? Or Miss Frank for that matter? Utterly a joke. For once I actually agree with Mr Cowell.</p> <p>I enjoy listening to the singers on there and it's good to listen to new talent...but John and Edward!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br> Please????</p> <p>Little blonde boy was weak this week.<br> Jamie Archer, love him but complete cheat with the U2 stuff.(Tactical ploy by SC to get Mr Archer out?)</p> <p>Perhaps we need to put an age restriction on voting!!!!</p> <p>At least 25 plus?</p> <p>That's food for thought!</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/26/x-factor-logic-7250215/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>simon-cowelljohn-and-edwarddanylx-factorhttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/26/x-factor-logic-7250215/#commentshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/26/just-don-t-get-it-7250171/tag:prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk,2009-10-26:/2009/10/26/just-don-t-get-it-7250171/Mon, 26 Oct 2009 23:40:03 +0100 <p>Sorry blog guys but I don't get it....the smiley BMW people...</p> <p>It's all rather busy and complicated. Takes me a while to find the login space!<br> And they all look so bloody cheerful...</p> <p>I don't get it at all... </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/26/just-don-t-get-it-7250171/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>blogcoukbmwhttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/26/just-don-t-get-it-7250171/#commentshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/26/perusing-7250140/tag:prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk,2009-10-26:/2009/10/26/perusing-7250140/Mon, 26 Oct 2009 23:35:12 +0100 <p>Perusing and thinking....</p> <p>Browsing the web...a rather lovely site for the novice swinger!!!</p> <p>A banter with Blue and some more thought.</p> <p>Life is short.</p> <p>I feel content and calm, then I think of Jones and I miss him.</p> <p>I can feel his disappointment.</p> <p>Want him, still. But he is so far away.</p> <p>The new au pair is a breath of fresh air...wonderful.</p> <p>Short break from the building is just what I need.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/26/perusing-7250140/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>au-pairswingingpeace-and-beautyhalf-termbluejoneshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/26/perusing-7250140/#commentshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/22/how-about-another-couple-7224447/tag:prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk,2009-10-22:/2009/10/22/how-about-another-couple-7224447/Thu, 22 Oct 2009 18:37:19 +0200 <p>'How about another couple then?' he asked.</p> <p>'Not in a club,' I replied.<br> So...I am meeting Blue in exactly an hour and a half.<br> He will take me to a house where he has arranged an evening of entertainment with a couple...</p> <p>I felt surreal all day at work thinking, 'God, if only you knew what I was up to later tonight...'</p> <p>I am just going to get ready now.<br> Not sure of the protocol...but I'm sure I'll manage.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/22/how-about-another-couple-7224447/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>swingerssex-swappinghttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/22/how-about-another-couple-7224447/#commentshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/22/times-all-a-changing-7224418/tag:prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk,2009-10-22:/2009/10/22/times-all-a-changing-7224418/Thu, 22 Oct 2009 18:34:10 +0200 <p>Romanian au pair leaving...she is a little too odd...</p> <p>New one all sorted....</p> <p>I am well and ..the other day, Blue aske d me to a swingers club, I said no thankyou....but.... </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/22/times-all-a-changing-7224418/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>swingerssexau-pairhttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/22/times-all-a-changing-7224418/#commentshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/17/abnormal-7184972/tag:prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk,2009-10-17:/2009/10/17/abnormal-7184972/Sat, 17 Oct 2009 01:23:31 +0200 <p>Am I?</p> <p>I have abnormal cells...</p> <p>I am trying to find the courage to persevere with follow up consultations.</p> <p>I feel not at all unwell. It's nothing to be concerned about 'at this stage' the health professionals mutter...</p> <p>I was due for a follow up last week...must get round to it.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/17/abnormal-7184972/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>abnormal-cellscancercervicalhttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/17/abnormal-7184972/#commentshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/17/taunting-the-memory-7184942/tag:prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk,2009-10-17:/2009/10/17/taunting-the-memory-7184942/Sat, 17 Oct 2009 01:04:46 +0200 <p>Taunting and trivial..<br> He was there again,<br> him and I<br> the conversation<br> again.</p> <p>Talking<br> before sleep hits,<br> Words,twist inside.</p> <p>'Disappointed'<br> 'Embarrassed'</p> <p>'YOU DID NOT'<br> 'YOU DID NOT'<br> 'YOU DID NOT'</p> <p>No, I did not<br> But you...<br> you did.<br> Over and over<br> again.<br> You did.</p> <p>Voice outside sleep<br> is strong.</p> <p>I stand up.<br> I face him.<br> I tell him.<br> Screaming silent words.</p> <p>Silent now.<br> Heart racing.<br> Tears falling.<br> Hands clenching.</p> <p>Wishing to be somewhere else<br> Someone else</p> <p>Wishing for sleep<br> and silence<br> and sense.</p> <p>He does not hear.<br> can not hear.<br> Never hears.<br> He is not there.</p> <p>He is here.<br> Stuck.<br> Deeply piereced<br> inside the fragments of thought.</p> <p>Inside the mess of memories<br> The mess of me.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/17/taunting-the-memory-7184942/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/17/taunting-the-memory-7184942/#commentshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/17/strife-at-the-building-7184891/tag:prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk,2009-10-16:/2009/10/17/strife-at-the-building-7184891/Sat, 17 Oct 2009 00:40:18 +0200 <p>Oh ghosts of times past...she is just a Bitch and a power crazed control freak at that.</p> <p>Deadlines completey NOT thought through. Of course I am the non-compliant one; the obstructive one, the troublemaking one.</p> <p>For goodness sake...why the hell does she hate me so much...she fucking hates me and NEVER have I given her cause.</p> <p>Applying for another job this week...in an eduacational environment still...but post GCSE environment. Not desperate, but if it happens it does...if it does not, then it does not.</p> <p>Willow is strong now...Cycleman is in aposition of power and I still have no trust for him...Angel is as strong as ever, but this may be her last year at The Building...and Dram...well...interesting...</p> <p>She confided the other day...in someone...how she could not bear being in the Department or even visiting its location.<br> 'Why?' she was asked.' Because I feel so guilty about the way I treated ____.'</p> <p>The '____' is me.<br> I have waited two years and one month...</p> <p>As Angel said, 'You should not have had to wait...'</p> <p>Indeed I should not.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/17/strife-at-the-building-7184891/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>the-buildingrecovering-suicidalhauntingbitchghostshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/17/strife-at-the-building-7184891/#commentshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/16/flu-jab-7184655/tag:prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk,2009-10-16:/2009/10/16/flu-jab-7184655/Fri, 16 Oct 2009 23:19:05 +0200 <p>I had mine today...again. To protect me against THIS year's strain apparently.</p> <p>It was fine...</p> <p>You can't have it though if you are allergic to chicken or eggs!! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/16/flu-jab-7184655/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>chickeneggsflu-jabhttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/16/flu-jab-7184655/#commentshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/14/sins-7171238/tag:prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk,2009-10-14:/2009/10/14/sins-7171238/Wed, 14 Oct 2009 22:56:50 +0200 Greed: High   Gluttony: Medium   Wrath: Very High   Sloth: High   Envy: Very Low   Lust: Very High   Pride: Low   <br><br> Take the <a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/seven_deadly_sins.html">Seven Deadly Sins Quiz</a> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/14/sins-7171238/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>sinshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/14/sins-7171238/#commentshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/10/should-i-worry-7140575/tag:prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk,2009-10-10:/2009/10/10/should-i-worry-7140575/Sat, 10 Oct 2009 23:45:29 +0200 <p>My romanian au pair won't watch any Harry Potter.</p> <p>She is reading 'secret secretful,' some positive thinking scam, esp ref Bob Proctor.</p> <p>She refuses to accept Ceausescu as corrupt.</p> <p>She told me today that the public library in my town had 'too much fiction.'</p> <p>The fact she is now 29, single, no children and an au pair in a country that is not Romania ...suggests she is not as intelligent as she thinks she is.</p> <p>I have emailed her the links regarding her Orthodox religion, Romania and Ceausecu as she wanted to know what the Uk thought of Romania.</p> <p>Should I worry.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/10/should-i-worry-7140575/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>romaniaharry-potterceausecuorthodoxthe-secret-secretfulbob-proctorau-pairhttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/10/should-i-worry-7140575/#commentshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/10/train-journey-7135014/tag:prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk,2009-10-10:/2009/10/10/train-journey-7135014/Sat, 10 Oct 2009 01:11:25 +0200 <p>He ate his sandwiches,<br> the old man,<br> then reached for a soft banana;<br> dessert.</p> <p>'I'm watching him,' he said.<br> 'I wish I was watching him too,' she said.</p> <p>It is dark as the train burrows through the blackness...<br> ...it is dark here too.</p> <p>Dark.<br> Mixed and rapid response.<br> She giggles, then chuckles<br> deeply, into her glass of red.<br> many women,<br> many.</p> <p>'No,just one,' he said.</p> <p>'I would love you to have me,' he said.</p> <p>A precious time capsule, still.<br> Precious and secure.<br> Locked.</p> <p>Across the ocean<br> across the spinning of time,<br> she wraps herself around<br> around<br> and around...</p> <p>inside the silky web of<br> adulterous cushions and drapes...</p> <p>Inside the secretness<br> Of her other life.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/10/train-journey-7135014/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>jonesprettyintelligentprincesstrain-journeyhttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/10/train-journey-7135014/#commentshttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/09/ladygardens-continued-because-of-sienna-7133738/tag:prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk,2009-10-09:/2009/10/09/ladygardens-continued-because-of-sienna-7133738/Fri, 09 Oct 2009 20:54:50 +0200 <p>Well...after shaving it all off for The Director experience...(It's tricky that you know...without nipping the labia bits!!) mine is stealthily growing back...but...I can see..oh I daren't admit...I can see a couple of grey ones!</p> <p>Let me a leave it a couple of days and then a full wax may be in order!</p> <p>Oh...the smell of one's ladygarden, well yes...very addictive, sexy and makes you go, 'Mmmmmm' silently inside your head. </p> <p>It's something all ladies must like...yet it's not deemed 'ladylike,' for us ladies to admit to!</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/09/ladygardens-continued-because-of-sienna-7133738/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>siennaladygardenhttp://Prettyintelligentprincess.blog.co.uk/2009/10/09/ladygardens-continued-because-of-sienna-7133738/#comments